words...

sometimes the words will just not come
i look for my thoughts through others words
and wish i could express myself as they do

my love passion obsession lately has been
miss sylvia plath...

she can stir an emotion with a simple sentence
a maze of words that is so simple
so perfect...

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“Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything,
it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing.”
 
“Yes, I was infatuated with you: I am still. No one has ever heightened such a keen capacity of physical sensation in me. I cut you out because I couldn't stand being a passing fancy. Before I give my body, I must give my thoughts, my mind, my dreams. And you weren't having any of those. ”
 
“I have taken a pill to kill
The thin
Papery feeling.”

 
“I write only because
There is a voice within me
That will not be still”

once upon a time...

i feel like i have so much swimming through my brain
but nothing all at the same time
so this may be a bit all over the place
and perhaps a bit of a rant...

do people believe in true love anymore
in a fairytale...
does that idea of a true love still exists

why are we so okay with a partial love
filling in the gaps with other things
other people... 

once upon a time...
it exists
happily ever after...
i'm not so sure about that part

but to make it through 
you have to believe
in prince charming & white horses
because without it -- it all becomes hopeless

and simply the idea is enough...