we are
so perfect…and so wrong for one another
i like
the idea of “us”
in
fact i kind of love it
maybe
that is the issue…
in so
many ways i think we are what the other needs
but is
it possible to have too much passion?
not
just the bedroom kind – but the life kind…
you
asked if i know how much you like me
i
don’t...
or
perhaps i do and don’t trust it
not
that i don’t trust you
but
more that it would stay that way
that
much – forever
i
can’t begin to explain the confusion in me
i
always know – what i feel, what i want
you
changed it.
all of
it.
i am
strong – unemotional
you
could make me cry
i like
you – i dare say i would fall in love with you…quickly
we
have too much in common
we
would kill each other
we
have too much passion
you
would feed my crazy
we
would be perfect lovers & friends
we
would never be comfortable –
we are
like fire and gasoline…
we had
a moment – but we didn’t know what to do with it
but i
don’t think it has passed
i
think it needs time – the right time
and i
don’t know if that we tried now it would work
but i
do want to try…
i am
afraid that it will fade though
and
you will change your mind
about
me…us
i feel
like i need to date him
not
because i think it will work
but
because i need to know it won’t
i
think he needs that as well…
it’s
not fair – i know
but i
know that is what i need to do
i am
not going to ask you to wait for me
because
that’s not fair…or right
and i
don’t want to know about your “girls”
because
it hurts…
but i
do think we will have our time…
and i
think both of our lives will change as a result
and we
will want to come home to each other
and i
will probably spill on your couches too often
and we
will have more passion & love then most people dream about
but it
needs to be at the right time…
as
much as we both want it to be now
i
don’t think either of us is ready…
and we
would mess it up
i’m
not really sure what i am saying…
but i
guess i am saying…i like you…
a lot…
you terrify me...
