Relationships

So someone said to me today when you have some spare time you should count up all the people you have dated...so I did. I started post high school...because well I think that is when it starts to count :) And I am embarrassed to say I counted 51 people that I could remember. That is just insane! 51 people and I still haven't found the "right" one?

I have had some horrible relationships. Ones that broke my heart. Ones that I broke theirs. Some that they cheated. Some that I wanted to cheat and didn't. Others that ended before they began, and some that should have. But after it all, I can honestly say I didn't regret one of them. This last year has taught me a lot. It has made me stronger then I could have ever thought I would or could be. I lost amazing friends. Gained even more amazing ones. Left the man I thought I was going to marry. Had the one I wanted to marry break up with me. And finally found courage and strength. I think this is the first time in my life I have finally just stood up for me. I am done with letting others push me around, make me feel less then what I am, and having friends that are willing to turn around and stab me in the back. I have been told by so many people that 25 was the year they found themselves. I think for me I always knew who I was...it was just the year I found the courage to be that person...