time...

there are times in life that we know what we should do...and then there is what we do.

i have been faced with this situation on more then one occasion. and generally my heart wins my logic.

why is it that leaving a person seems so difficult? why are we so afraid of the pain? pain eventually fades.

and sometimes the pain of staying with that person hurts more then leaving would.

sometimes i am logical. sometimes i give myself a time out to think.

sometimes we need that time to realize what we really can deal with.

what we can live with.

i am trying to get better at taking some time out.

to think logically.

rationally.

trying to not jump into situations that i shouldn't.

avoiding times i have to pick up pieces to a mess that isn't mine.